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i woke up a little rough this morning, much like every morning i wake up facing another day of work.
i had my coffee, i had my breakfast, i made it into work...
and something felt a little different.
it took me a little while to get a good bead on what it was...
but i feel like a million bucks.
i feel like people care about me.
i feel like i did something right and i am happy for it.
of course, i am still looking towards the furute, but as of right now, my past is pretty schweet.
i feel more confident, more aware, more myself than i have felt in a long while.
and the corners of my mouth are strangely upturned more than usual.
my scowl of contempt that i have been frequently putting forth has been overtaken by a blissful smile that is not going away.
i'm doing a good job at work today...
i'm having fun...
it's freezing cold and i could care less.
even when the inevitable disasters stare me in the face, and my face should be twisted with evil, i am left with a confident smirk at worst and a knowing grin at best.
i know i can't avoid failure or pain or loss or mistakes...
no one can.
but today, as my life continues to get better, i can cope better than i've been able to in a long long time.
i feel good.
i dare you to burst my bubble.
i bet you can't.
hope is a wonderful thing.
hope, speculation, life...
and the lights that i have found.
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be destroyed by yourself - 2005-05-30